Apple Melvins?

It's been awhile and by awhile I mean 11 days. What's with the lack of updates?

Lack of visitation. Seriously, I feel like an old guy in a retirement home that isn't visited at all and ends up dead in a freezer because he's so miscontent with his life, I AM NOT OLD!

I AM SOCIALLY RELEVANT! Like an elephant......neyehehehheh....

So, what have I been up to? Nothing, I got into a really bad argument with my dad the day of my last blog entry and it drasitcally altered my life......well atleast for a few days. Now everything is back to normal. Well as normal as my life is, with all of it's green fiction and chocolate asshats.

Wow, chocolate asshats......sounds racist......well if that's racist so is porchmonkey...

Okay, there are far too many racial slurs right now, I think that people need to realize that all these slurs are just words. Words shouldn't be able to hurt people anymore, we are way past that and we as people need to grow up and learn to adapt to a harsh, unforgiving society.

I am offcolor, yes. And i'm rambling, yay. Goodnight France!

Oh Keys!!!

I'm not gonna be a emo bitch from now on, mmkay?

Well Spokane brought me large clothes obtained through shopping which was cool and I got some other things too and you'll find about them in short time.

Short entry, mmkay?

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Hold me ;(

I hate relapsing to this but I just find it hard to be happy when other people in other countries are dying just because their nation doesn't have the funds to support their economy. It's something i'm deeply passionate about but I choose to do nothing.

Why?

Becuase I know whatever effort I make, it will always never be enough. I'm so discontent with everything that I just hate it. I never feel comfortable commiting myself to anyone or anything. I hate bothering you with my personal issues but I just feel like people don't care about me as much as I care about. I value everyone in a very high regard, I just see many of the people I see as great individuals who do so much for other people and I see myself doing nothing but feeling horrible about it. The only thing that feels anything remotely related to being right is to rant about it like now, I hate bothering you with my issues and i'm sure your tired of it but.....fuck....I try to care but I can't, I just feel like despite all that I do with myself i'll always be a horrible person.

Unpronouncable Name Giving Me the Shakes

What's new with me? What's new with you? Or perhaps a better question, What's new with Jimmy Smits? Is he dead or just mentally incapable of producing an interesting role anymore.

This past few days have been the mehsauce to my olives. Nothing happened last week, literally nothing I just feel obligated to update this blog on a regular basis. So.......

OH!

I dropped out of "Snow White" (the musical at our local theatre) in favor of "The Outsiders", granted I might not get into it seeing as the auditions are still happening but I feel confident to say that the rest of the cast is metaphorically suck me off.

Other then that, not much just been listening to music. Just listened to the new DEP (Dillinger Escape Plan) record, its preety good. Not as disapointing or as bad as people say. It's not the best but its certainly better then the large number of disapointing records released this year.

That's all for the report, tune in next week when I recorded myself farting. You don't want to miss it! Actually you probably do as I probably won't get to it and instead ramble on about god knows what.

(I will be rambling about acorns.) CHEESE WIMSY!!! YES!!!